Yesterday was a long and exhausting day. Fortunately, it was the best appointment I have had so far and I FINALLY felt like I got the answers and understanding I deserve.
We left for Maryland and made it to my 4pm appointment by 3, so that I could start the paperwork and get situated. I actually ended up waiting for awhile and wasn't able to see the doctor until 5pm. I didn't mind because I knew he was doing me a favor and cramming me into this extremely busy schedule.
Okay, let me just say, this guy was unbelievable! Not only are his credentials entirely remarkable, he was the most kind and empathetic doctor I have ever encountered. He spent 2 hours with us listening to my story, going over every single issue, every image, gave me his thoughts and what he believes I should do. He was also very reassuring that he does not believe this is cancer and since he does happen to be an oral cancer expertise, I felt good hearing this from him.
Now, where do we go from here? Well, he believes I should proceed with the surgery and have some of the lymph node biopsied to determine what is causing the inflammation and to rule out anything else. He was also quite concerned on my numbness on the right side of my mouth and referred me to a nerve specialist at the UMD. I guess if there is any chance to regenerating feeling back, it is something that has to be assessed immediately. So unfortunately, I'm dealing with 2 major issues but hopefully, they can both be taken care of at the same time.
As revealing as it was to finally feel like I was being helped, I still feel that this is not the end but only the beginning. The surgery will only start the process and truthfully, it's not as though after I go through it, everything will be better. They still need to figure out what this is exactly and then determine how to treat me. It will be quite a long road, but unfortunately, I have no choice. I'll keep my head held high and try to maintain the best attitude throughout it all. I realize that so many others endure pain and suffering that go far beyond this, and I can only be grateful that my situation is not as bad as it could be.
Again, I can't thank you enough for all of your love and support. It truly means the world to have such amazing people that extend their genuine care during times when you need to hear it the most. Love you guys!
Okay, story time over, moving along…
Do you guys remember when I told you that I was having the hardest time locating my beloved granola? Zoe's is by far, my granola obsession. I have yet to meet a granola that even comes close to comparing to how much I love this.
Well a few months ago, I noticed that it went missing from the shelves of my grocery store. I checked every week, and each time was devastated to not see it. I finally asked, and the manager said they stopped selling it. Then, I went online and discovered that the company went out of business, but it was still available in select Big Lots stores.
Well, of course, I sprinted to my nearest Big Lots in hopes of locating this little jem.
And... guess what.....

Ta Da!!! I found it!!!! I only picked up 3 boxes, but I am already planning to go back this weekend to get more. People, if you love Zoe's as much as I do, and you see it on the shelves, GRAB AS MUCH AS YOU CAN because it will soon be more no!
Aside from my granola munching, I did manage to eat a real meal today.
Obviously, I wasn't able to honor BFD yesterday, but that doesn't mean it was forgotten this week. Oh no, we just readjusted and moved the occasion to tonight.
All I have really been craving these days are big bowls of random veggies all stir fried together into one enticing concoction of unusual flavor.
So, BFD this was another Skillet Creation!
I know I tell you this all the time, but this one was soooooo good!
Butternut Squash, Red Onion, Brussle Sprouts, TJ's sweet Apple Chicken Sausage, sauteed in a little balsamic and maple served over wilted spinach and topped with feta.

Oh, and just so you know, after this was taken, I drenched this bowl with lots of Honey Mustard. Unbelievable!
Toly felt rather fond of his skillet creation tonight as well. Let's just say he ate it faster a Kobiachi eating hot dog contest.

Bacon, Potatoes, Cheese, fried eggs and tomatoes.

As we were eating, I tried to explain to him my theory of bowl eating. I assured him that eating out of a bowl just makes everything taste better. The idea of layering flavor combinations into every bite is by far the best method of consuming food.
He didn't disagree.
Again, I can't stress enough how encouraged I have been by everyone's amazing comments. I literally get chills and then tear up after I read each one and I can't explain how much that means to me.
Hope everyone is having a great week! TGTIF!!!
Adios!